Here we go again!!!

Just read my last blog I wrote a few months ago and realized that I've accomplished everything I didn't want to. I've failed the things I was hoping I could maintain. so here I sat single, failing one of my classes in college, and broke. Why is that nothing ever seems to work out? I've stuck my neck out time and time again and all that seems to happen is I get burned. While it seems like everyone else is growing closer because of me; I seem to fall further and further away. I guess I'll just have to play it by ear and see what happens. I'm starting to wonder if I should just worry about me and Danniel and forget about EVERYTHING else. I just wish that when one thing looked like it was going my way everything else would too and not send me three steps back for every one step I take forward.